what do i do when i have nothing to do?

job hunting has never felt this dismaying. first of all, i'm not exactly enthusiastic about going back to work in hectic singapore and two, i'm often feel too sick to send resumes. it's true. the latter is not an excuse. every mid-day noon, i'll be struck with a terribly throbbing heading that feels like a little man pounding a hammer at the back of my brain. it's so bad, i have to lie on my back and sleep for two hours!

but staying at home is plain boring. and frankly, i can't wait to get back to working again.

i'm absolutely crazy over the new 9pm serial, Little Nonya. Jeannette Aw, with her doe-eyes looks a beautiful picture and having her talk or play mute is equally irritating. Joa mimics her sign languages all the time attempting that innocent victimised expression which is quite hilarious. but anyway, i'm hot on the heels with the show, even though reviews say it's a real lousy and unrealistic story plot - like how did yueniang get from singapore to malacca during the war-torn era all by her 8-yr-old self is still a mystery to the both of us.

i'm well into my 18th week - or is it the 19th week - as you would notice, i've lost count. last two weeks, i bought several dresses, 2 maxis, 1 black lil' dress, 1 blue spag dress and a black m'phosis short thing. mum thinks they are all way too small for pregnancy but i think they'll do fine at least for the coming one, two months. i'm unable to fit into my usual clothes, not even my shorts.

i was going to talk about the recent terrorism attack in india (an attempt to sound so on the know about current affairs). anyway, will do next time. i dunno why i ranted on and on and boring you with silly things, but yes, i'm frustrated that i. haven't. got. A. JOBB!!!

ok. there, there.